yeah
reno 911 is the bestfucking show ever.
yay selling babies
.....
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..
.
..yeah
anyway
im leaving
alot of the poeple here have no idea what has been happening with me the past few weeks, and since thats big shit, it matters. htta incluides most of my friends.
and its only making things worse, so.... im leaving
all buhbye
new email
new s\n
new gj
everything
and new da
starting over with a clean fuklcing slate
only my mates are gonna follow me there.
..
..
iguess
its been alot of things that makeing me do this.
tarot card devil- sweep away stagnant residues lest they drag you down
this is a stagnant residue
all the stuff here.
its stagnation
it will remain, all of it, here
all the pics, but im moving
...
..
alot of things havge inspired this, ive been htinking about this for months now.
and now im acting on it.
i guess the final straw was when someoen said panda was only as real as i made him. cuz he's not. he came himself. and ive told him alot tht hes not real, but he wont leave.
but then, my mind was made up before i saw that so meh.
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TOODLES! im gonna miss you guys, and thanks for your support.

note: im bitter. dont worry. dont be hurt. bitter only means i snap and am cyical. course, if it stays to long it will become its own person, which would mean im insane. tell me something i dontknow.

fact is
a relitvie term

*shrug* i dont know if its true
i todl ymself that
i told myself it was true too
but imean
come on
if a stranger can see it, there aint much hiding it.
..
sorry
im bitter right now
and soon il be sad
adn then il be hyper
and then il be distracted
and then il be pissed
and then il be sad
and then the whole goddamn thing will start again
and then we'll have entries in GJ about how im splitting into peicees and my head is falling ofdf
and my brain will fall out of my ears...
and so i predict the future to amazing feats
...
or maybe i know myself well enough to see a cycle starting over.
course this time it'l be worse.
sorld storm one. two. three. four. five. six. and fifteen.
indesision is the other form of balance
the one we all love to hate
and panda says im the epitome of balance
well then
i get the indisision too
but panda doesnt exist
andnsaying that makes me want to vomit
ah how lovely it is to hang here in the middle.

RainsxTonight: yes
RainsxTonight: confused
RainsxTonight: the wall
RainsxTonight: confuses me
RainsxTonight: and so does pron
RainsxTonight: and fish
Bluedecember16: sure.... (_,_)
RainsxTonight: adn monkeys
RainsxTonight: lmfao
RainsxTonight: you just stop my tangent with an ass
RainsxTonight: i see how it is
Bluedecember16: (_;_)
RainsxTonight: ..
RainsxTonight: doode
Bluedecember16: (_)(_) hahahahaha
RainsxTonight: (_;_)
RainsxTonight: mine is fatter?
RainsxTonight: lmao
RainsxTonight: yes
RainsxTonight: (-)(-)
Bluedecember16: hahahhaha!!
RainsxTonight: sorta
Bluedecember16: 69.
RainsxTonight: (x)(x)
Bluedecember16: muhahaha!
RainsxTonight: omg censored
RainsxTonight: lmao
RainsxTonight: doode
Bluedecember16: doode!
RainsxTonight: were having too much fun
...
Bluedecember16: <+++<
Bluedecember16: i give u a fish bone!
RainsxTonight: eeee!
RainsxTonight: fishboen!
RainsxTonight: what about fishboner
Bluedecember16: ( I+++<
RainsxTonight: fishhead

yeah
its still graduation day. that hasnt changed.
i am now clearing my computer of files. why? becase i can. and because soon i will have to reinstall windows. when soon is exactly is anyeons guess, but mrar.
hsss
i have to get anotherstorage geocitis account. which in itself isnt so bad except its hell to actuallyget the damn thing working. x.x
im bored adn i want soda and 13ghosts. i have 20$.... im tempted to take an hour to walk to purple potomus, or catch the bus or something.
i want soooda~~ ;-; and starbucks.
and the laundry got my clothes all wet, so i'm topless. soon i'l be pantsless as well, cuz theyre all wet and stuff. needless to say pandys having a feild day
...
ha. not really
he said feeld day
mrar
FAYE NO MARSHMELLOW

= no school
but tomarrow is a full week of exams
x.x
mrar
and i dont leave early cuz i stay behind wiv faye. so mrar

fishsticks/
so yeah
today im gonna work on owed art... ive got it all doen now i think. i just need to color. and stuff.
mrar
ps fish