yeah
this song has been playing on repeat in my cd player
before it personifiedd me, and now, atleast the title, it matches me more
this picture is crap. it took forever to get a good thing, but it didnt wiork. and my scanenr killed it. mraph.
im in this wierd artblock, where i see images in my ehad, but i cant get them right on paper.. somethings always off. even on this pic. its cuz im so tired.
this... is a product of recent happenings. losing my religion is a symbolic title for a reason. i thougt iw as fine, adn then some stranger comes along and twists me upside down. when an unstable person Just regains balance, its bad to push them down. it hurt both tio and me, adn devil made a shit of things.
me adn tio patched it up, but that doesnt mean the disbelief went away. i still...
meh
here is not the place for such things
anywa
the song


losing my religion. rem. (aka god)


Life is bigger
It's bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up

That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no I've said too much
I haven't said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

Every whisper
Of every waking hour I'm
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up

Consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now I've said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
That was just a dream